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My Healing Path
I was born in Lima, Peru. My soul chose a family with a lot of financial struggles and addictions and therefore abuse, violence, mistreatment and hate. A perfect environment to redeem a heavy karma. In a country with a strong social and economic class system, I chose the best opportunity to experience discrimination, misunderstanding, rejection, more violence and all kinds of fears.
Growing up my life was not easy at all. I never fit in anywhere. I could not understand people's behaviors and people's beliefs. I grew up very isolated from the rest with little self-steam, feelings of not belonging there and with the fear that this painful experience will repeat itself all again and again.
When I was in my late twenties, I met a Canadian man and soon after I fall in love with him. He seemed to be very different to every man I had known until then. What I didn't realize was that he had also negative patterns similar to those who I grew up with and that he was a master of hiding things away. Slowly I began to realize that there is such thing called mental abuse and i myself had also brought into our marriage many negative patterns that I had copied from my parents. It took me so many years to realize all this.
On 2009, I was fed up with my whole life and myself. I was married, living a "good life style", and I was a mom of a healthy and beautiful baby, but deep inside I only felt loneliness, unhappiness and emptiness. This is when I decided to do something about it. Up until then, I was only blaming my husband for my misery, but I thought that perhaps it was time to point the fingers towards me as well and do something about it Through this search I found out about the healing powers of Reiki Energy so I took my first Reiki course at that time and did little bit with it. Since then, slowly things were becoming clearer to me. I started to take more responsibility for my actions and I made an effort to be happy despite the circumstances, Of course all this with many ups and downs.
I was still trying to figure it out why I was here in this world for?,and what I was really good at? I thought that somehow there had to be a true purpose to my existence. These questions were killing me inside and I could not find any answers for a long time. Everything I did, everything that I worked on felt purposeless and meaningless. It felt as if all those years I spent at university were a wasted time of my life. It felt as if I had not accomplished anything in life. Until one day, on December 21, 2012, I received for the first time a clear message. This was my first clear communication with my Guide: A being of Love and Light. I was told then that I had an important job to do in this lifetime and this task will bring abundance to people. That people will become conscious and through this all kinds of healings may take place.
This experience completely transformed my life. Because from this moment I knew my life had a purpose, and since then I had tried to figure it out what exactly this message really meant?, how was this going to be possible? and what have to be done?
I had spent almost the next 2 years and a half with trials and errors, actively trying to figure this out. I thought my task involved material wealth as well and I later realized how wrong I was!. Through this period, I also developed a closer connection with my Guide of Love and Light. I became more aware of my Guide messages, who was always trying to point me in the right direction. It seemed that I needed to study more, to get more education, to prepare me for the job. Also through my dreams I was told that I will be like a doctor. I even saw myself wearing white outfit in a place that looked like an operating room. At first, I panicked, of course. After all this time studying at university. I could not imagined myself going back to school and enroll in a medicine program. But the dreams kept repeating and I kept pushing the idea away.
One day, my Guide of Love and Light pointed me out to look into the healings done by the Essenians, which I didn't know anything about it. With my strong will, I had to find it myself, so I looked on internet and voila!!, there it was: Academy of the 13 Essenian Arts of Healing. I immediately contacted Reiki and Essenian Master Lisa Lux and soon after I flew to France to meet her and start my training. Lisa has helped me to see my negative patterns and it showed that a lot of the abuse against me had created low self-worth, no self-confidence and no self-love.
Understanding all this and being taught what karma is, has been part of my training of becoming a Reiki Master, an Essenian Master (non-teaching) in training and a leader of a Pleiadian Healing circle.
Now I have got a clear understanding of my job on Earth.and my chosen karmic path. I dedicate my life to become a pure and conscious channel, and to walk the life of an Essenian Master (spiritual doctor of the 5th dimensional energy). My house became a healing centre and Transformational Healings was born.; .
By understanding my Karmic Path and healing my negative patterns, I have come to understand the reasons to my entire life experience. Every single event has played a part in purifying my karma and now I feel lighter and with a great sense of purpose